hopefully soon i'll be able to once again put the pen to the paper.
until then...
peace.


the illness.she looks in the mirror and sees so much more than whats there. im so fat she mutters as she dresses not seeing all the skin that hangs, the ribs that show through her clothes, or bags under her eyes; she goes throughout her day, no breakfast, no lunch ignoring the tube in her abdomen, the one that saved her life the night her weakness knocked her down. she blocks out her weeks in the hospital, as cooks me a huge meal that she will refuse to touch, even though im forced to eat two plates. this is her illness, her strugthe illness.


untitledyou're smothering me with a pillow of your insecurities, mistrust, and fears. I gasp for air but I breathe in confusion, and mixed signals. I scream for you, but all you hear is lies, and all I say is true.untitled


unrequited loveWords in the back of my throat Holding them down like vile vomit. Thoughts in the back of my mind Ignoring them like a child’s hand-me-downs. Do you think I enjoy this? waste my time on pointless feelings. I’m the poster child for unrequited love (but the tape is slowly falling down) I’ve been at your feet your months; hanging on every word you mutter under your breath at 3am. You always think I’m not listening (I sit in silence just waiting for you to speak) Long after you’re sleeping, Your words hang in my head As I analyze every sentence and its toneunrequited love
"Because today's so special
it really wouldn't do,
to send one simple birthday wish
to last the whole year through...
So this wishes happy moments,
a day when dreams come true,
and a year that's filled with all the things
that mean the most to you."
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Love that lives in the heart cannot be so easily terminated by time. Even though the encounter is brief its impression shall last a lifetime. No one can change the direction of love that lives in the heart. If you have loved that in itself is the answer.
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going through really old comments and stuff, would be great if you have time to have a look at my newer work, i'm studying graphic design now as well as working freelance!
nick x
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It's May 18th which means it's your special day. Hoping you have a fantastic birthday, get some nice gifts and generally get to enjoy it lots.
All the best and much love from the birthdays team to you
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Birthdays Team
This birthday greeting was brought to you by: =diamond281
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It is quite coincidental that Remilia's appearance was in the 6th Touhou game. She is the Stage 6 boss, and the player will fight through 6 spell cards on that stage on any playable difficulty.
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choose anew, please evolve, take flight
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